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Name: ~ MayMay ~
Birthday: 5/24/1988
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Friday, October 16, 2009

這陣子麻煩+辛苦了大家....

依然有一條很漫長的路要走

很累,但我放不下

quit 這個decision 太大了

quit 後 account的生活豈不是更地獄??!

我只能盡量學會放鬆起來

可能上帝要我學懂怎麼去接受失敗

不要事事都做得完美

這個學期,我的目標是gpa 2.0,全jd 最尾

我只希望.....賺回我的健康

我需要禱告......神呀....請祢原諒我.....我沒勇氣去放開一切,我不能斷然放棄我的學位

求祢治療我,不要折磨我了好嗎?....


Saturday, September 19, 2009

我實在要把這刻的感動記下來。

我懇求神,希望衪醫治我。

神回答說﹕「父親的祝褔包含無比的醫治能力。」

我相信,縱使多難走的路,也有父神背著我走過。

讓我從這一刻開始堅強起來。

記緊讀書只為神作工。


Wednesday, September 02, 2009

不願意打擾身邊的人

讓我只倚靠神

不要再為其他人帶來麻煩了

[Edit] 呢一刻我的感覺係

唔想再活係人地的expectations之中

唔想任何人理我

唔好騷擾我

我就黎累到down 到自己都唔知自己下一個moment 會對自己做d 乜

我係一個無前途的人

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Sunday, August 23, 2009

I'm in a very bad state, not knowing when I can recover.

Don't expect me to return calls or reply texts...

I'm desperate.

I'm sorry.


Sunday, August 16, 2009

School is gonna start real soon :((((((((((((((((((((( I've got classes on 19/8 to 25/8 from 10 to 5, and on 26/8 from 2 to 4.

I'm scared what happened 3 years ago will recur...will I be horrified by the huge piles of DMs again?

I'm worried that everyone in JD will be on top of me. Most of them have studied abroad since primary school. But look at me, I'm an authentic "made in Hong Kong" (香港製造).

I can be hard-working, but can it compensate for my inherent deficiency of language skills (as compared to those who graduated from UBC, Cambridge, Stanford, and well, they are the ones who are going to be my classmates for the next two to three years)??

I'm starting to wonder....if a good honours in HKU means anything. After all, I was just on the waiting list. I ain't the particular ones that HKU prefers.

Can I possibly be close to my new classmates, when the daily communication is conducted in English, and the topics are about clubbing and stuffs alike?

I know I'm gonna (and needa) be strong, and fight until I drop.



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